WOMEN and FINDINGS

     Well,as u know marriage is a one way to live together men between women.marriage makes both gender were together,go anywhere and coupling at same roof in a good way..it's follows muslim ways.even our prophet,Muhammad S.A.W. also was married.we are his followers must follow all sunnah..to be like him,as close we do..
     For me,until now im "hard" with women..that not mean im priceless(LoL) but im is the problem here..it's not mean im like to men(please) but as many wire in my brain,it's same do im were thinking.always being complicated(cerewet).it's a problem when u become perfectionist.it's not good idea to be,but it like a burden when u do something,want something,achieve something it must be perfect!.if less,im felt bad,uncomfortable and uneasy...it's hard,u know..
    Im had met some girl,had some dating,call and all the men knowing women things..well,u know,sometime what we wanted,we dont get it..what we dont want,it's came like freebies..sometime it's not like what my parents does like.the best thing,first im like her,but at last,im realize that im only like her.not loved her,not for end my life with her..in all meeting,after im do think deeper and deeper(with daun gulung and tembakau 60 cent)im realize that all women i have meet,IS NOT AND TO LESS IN MY RULES.
   It's not must be so "perfect"..because im realize,there no one is perfect except Rasulullah S.A.W.ok,let says the rules have 5..it have major and minor..the major,must be not less and the minor is considerable.if i get 4 in here and the major is completed i will chase her,tackle her dont mind the red card,place her beside and make her wonderful..some women i have meet,i wanted to do something wonderful,but at last i said,,for what??she not your type..dont "play" that women.
   Maybe,someday my rules it's only my rules.when im were old,should i standings in my rules?(hahahaha)."sampai ke tua la stim kering je.....".it will be considered when the time comes.In this age,i must standings on my rules.i must find what i want.i don't want to regret in next days.at least i do until i have do.if good turn bad someday,at least i have try and have faith.here im not find who really to perfect,rich,to beautiful,to understanding,to desire..im just want only what im wanted.it's hard,or not hard to be in any women here now..it's only,that women were realized that she is not belong to nothing in this world.she also realized that something is must to remember,we not live longer,accept the "fact" and do follow it with not doubt which is hold and forever..
   The big thing in here,it's only if Allah give it..im in believe QADA and QADAR..all the faith,i accept with open heart,always thankful to Allah S.W.T and realize that im only a slave who are only find "ALLAH acceptance live in this world..."im only wish,pray all good thing,all great plan..but only Allah S.W.T fated it......